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Tests r coming up, and I'm down with a bloody cold. The docs say it's some kind of infection in the lower respiratory track (well, i don think it's that serious, but they make it all sound technically complicated so that I get all scared n keep visitin them n keep payin their bills!)
It's so ironic..many of my friends in college smoke, and I am the one who gets lung infection!!! I think this shows how much more non-smokers suffer than the smokers!!!
Oh well, anyway, my life is full of tension and problems now.why? Well, let me give a one-word-clue: VTU
Yes, it's december, and like every student of vtu, I m getting tensed about the upcoming exams(starting 2nd Jan). Lab externals are to begin from 19th but the dates haven't been put up yet.
My first internals had been horrible, so I've to improve my scores in the 3rd internals, which start on 8th...AND, to add to all this, I have MT lab internals on 7th.
Wow, super...when you are down, fate delivers the knockout punch...and still, somehow, like those hindi film heros, I am supposed to miraculously get up and win the fight against luck.
Well, I don't have much option anyway...because I can't afford to go below the standards I have set for myself..
I have to battle this one out again like the previous two semisters...I will...I better do it...
ok...I think it's time to sign off and catch some sleep..